FOR MY DEMONS

Sorry its been so long. A lot, lot has been going on. And I picked up a new habit. i'm an alcaholic for the past few days. Sunday night i went on stage completely shit-faced and it was quite memorable. I let myself go and goddamn it felt good. I took a shot of JD at the end of my set and the crowd went nuts. The comics do care about me. They got me hammered for their amusement but they also got me a cab home. I was thinking I should do this every night, but I'd be dead in two years. So for special occassions I'm gonna get obliterated. i'm thinking of a special birthday show April 7. It will be at either at New York Comedy Club or the Improv. I'll have my friends perform and then I will go up last stinking drunk. it will be great entertainment. Anyone who witnessed the carnage I left on stage Sunday will vouge that its something not to be missed. But i needed a little change and a little fun. I'm doing a lot but I'm wiped and a little frustrated.

I want to apoligize to my older sister and brother-in law. i left them a nutty five minute drunk message at 12am pacific time. I just remember saying, "So that fucking million dollar bitch won oscars. fuckin A. Thats a fucking movie about a boxing , fucking bitch. Yeah."

They were sleeping and weren't too happy. I feel good now. Next time i drink is April 7. Its going to be a blast. Its gonna be five bucks and will be well worth the money.

Friday I did a show in Patterson, NJ. I was the only white person there. But I did my thing and got a good responce. I thought my have a tough time when you get brought on stage to rap music. I had to bust out a few moves, and it wasn't pretty. But the crowd dug my self deprecating shit.

On the drive home, I realized what its like to be black because we got pulled over for doing a 47 in a 55. I was with two black comics in the car. There was absolutely no reason to be pulled over. It was kind of nuts.

Oh yeah, i was at the gates. Pretty lame. The luge at Six flags has more artistic merit. I don't get it man. At The Gates should be known as a kick ass Swedish metal band. Not a tourist ripoff in Central Park.

Ok, Sex and The City rehearsels are going well. We film in two weeks, and baseball is back. Yet it snowed today. I need Spring and three shots of JD.

MG